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Thus It Begins

Mon Jan 19, 2009, 12:17 AM
My God I am going to miss my husband when he leaves on the 27th for Army /Specialist training for 16 weeks. I'm not co-dependent...I'm a woman who deeply, divinely, passionately loves her husband and best friend. Right now I am literally soaking up his sound, his ramblings about different computer cases and CPU's, Iphones, monitors and such. All my life I've wanted a best friend like him, and 5 years and 8 1/2 months ago I married him. I've never enjoyed a relationship so much. He makes me smile and laugh everyday without even trying.
I know the military is in his blood, after all he got out of the Navy after serving 8 years. Got a taste of civilian life and couldn't stand it lol...so he joined another branch! So after our efforts have successfully lead us to this point, it's overwhelming me a little. I can't imagine him not being here that long. Not to mention the very real possibility he will be shipped overseas after training....erg. So...here I am, can't sleep at 2:10am and thinking and praying, dear God, keep my husband safe during training and afterwards. Help me to make him proud.
We will leave Sunday the 25th to Rogers, Ark. (where he shuttles out with other guys n' gals) and he will leave the 27th. I can't imagine walking back into this house when I get back from the trip. No Jason sounds....

  • Mood: Caring
  • Listening to: soft hum of my PC fans

Happy Autumn

Mon Oct 13, 2008, 8:48 PM
My favorite time of the year has arrived. I'm enjoying watching the leaves change colors and the days growing shorter and cooling off finally. I treasure this time, more than spring I can feel a sort of unappreciated magical change happening. I love the lush green of spring and summer but fall holds an extra special place in my heart.
While I am thinking aloud, I thought I would state that my artwork isn't to everyone's tastes, and I realize that and appreciate my supporters. Everyone loves being praised for their works. I'm no exception, but I know that my choices of color and the way I portray most my horses isn't to everyone's tastes. I opt for bold, dramatic colors and fantasy-ish manes and tails that look fly-away and wild in the wind. That is my style, however I am learning to put more care/detail into my manips and go the extra mile to make sure it's better blended and looks more "in" the picture than cut/pasted. Anyhow...I'm guilty of rambling now yuk, so I will shush. Wishing you all a great week and many good fortunes.
Robbin

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: 12 Stones-Anthem Of The Underdog
  • Reading: the screen...spell check muhself
  • Playing: O.C.D.-spindling a piece of paper
  • Drinking: hot chocolate mmmm

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 6, 2008, 1:35 PM
Thank you Serephinex so much for my gorgeous layout!


I've decided I am going to offer to make horse characters for RPG games upon player request. What this means...is if you play a horse sim game and would like a character you have drawn out, msg me or comment here and I will make your horse. Sound good? I hope so!



  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: the fans keepin' me coolz
  • Reading: the screen
  • Watching: ironically...the screen
  • Playing: with muh keyboard...makin it tye...TA DA!
  • Eating: nuttin'
  • Drinking: nuttin'

Moving Day Is HERE!

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 24, 2008, 12:06 PM
CSS Contest is over: Serephinex is the winner. She won a one month subscription. Thank you Serephinex so much for my gorgeous layout! It's exactly what I wanted!


Well it's finally arrived, that glorious day I get to leave little Warsaw, MO. after a year and 1/2 of living here.
I couldn't be more happy. I will miss the lake, the scenery..but definitely not the small town-itis everyone suffers from here. There is a lot that is cozy and comfy here and it has it's charm, but I can't stand that you couldn't buy gas after dark or anything else cause everything is closed up around 4:00pm. Except the Wal Mart Supercenter. Which is the local teen hang out spot...out in the parking lot...woooooooooo! *sarcasm*
I suppose from moving around so much I am used to the conveniences of places that are a little more mainstream. Sue me.
Anyhow the time has come and Jason and I will be leaving tomorrow and packing tonight. Wish us luck and I should be back online like tomorrow night or the day after. Now I can update my stock acct. with the loads of pics I've taken here, but couldn't upload due to being stuck on dial up.. erg!



  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: the fans keepin' me coolz
  • Reading: the screen
  • Watching: ironically...the screen
  • Playing: with muh keyboard...makin it tye...TA DA!
  • Eating: nuttin'
  • Drinking: nuttin'

Tagged !

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 25, 2008, 7:47 AM
CSS Contest is over: Serephinex is the winner. She wins a one month subscription. Thank you Serephinex so much for my gorgeous layout! It's exactly what I wanted!


Thank you to my friend Nicole for this...
**squeee** I love quizzy stuff!

Starting: ~10:14am

name:
~Robbin Lara Cunningham

brother:
~I have 6 brothers!

sister:
~and 3 sisters!

shoe size:
~depends on where I get my shoes but usually between 7-8

height:
~5'2"

Where you live:
~in Warsaw, MO for now, moving in like a month out of state

favorite drinks:
~seriously it has to be ice cold milk (1% or skim) and also cold water, iced tea, or iced coffee

favorite breakfast:
~cereal...like Berry Colossal Crunch or the Chocolate Peanut Butter Capt'n Crunch. OOooo or like hash browns and an egg and sausage biscuit mmm now I'm hungry lol

have you ever been on a plane:
~when I was pretty young and I now have a fear of heights

swam in the ocean:
~yeppers but it was kinda ikky ...I prefer a lake or a pool

fall asleep in school:
~I'm not in school but when I was yep

broken someone's heart:
~yeah...my ex, Bryan...and it broke mine too to break up with him

fell off your chair:
~yeah lol it was hilarious

saved emails :
~yeppers...I'm sentimental like that

what is your room like :
~like a crazy place...I have my dog Bailey in there with her 3 day old puppies camped out at the foot of the bed on a pillow bed, and other than that, pretty neat, lots of white and floral and antiques

what's right beside you:
~hmm my hunnies desk pretty much

what is the last thing you ate:
~White Russian ice cream with chocolate shell on it (last night)

do you believe in love at first sight: Nope, love is earned (this was Nicole's answer and I agree)

like picnics:
~I love 'em! So long as there are no ants or mosqiutos lol

last person that made you smile:
~my girl Amanda, I friggin love that kid

you last yelled at:
~lol the 3 girls like day before yesterday (my cousins Ashley, Kimmie and Brittany) cause they were being slobs and not cleaning up after themselves...and I blew up and told them get off their booties, turn of the toons and straighten up their messes.

today did you...

talk to someone you like:
~yeppers..

kissed anyone:
~nopes

get sick:
~nopes

talked to an ex:
~ew...no

miss someone:
~my dad who passed away almost 2 yrs. ago. My family who is all scattered over the USA

best feeling in the world :
~when someone sincerely gives you a kind compliment

you sleep with stuffed animals:
~well my hunnie...does he count? lol

what's under your bed:
~storage containers..and dust bunnies

who do you really hate:
I don't hate anyone...just things people do sometimes..like being inconsiderate, lazy, rude, or vain

is there a person who is in your mind right now:
~always

do you want children:
~sadly...I cannot have kids :(

do you smile often :
~yuppers I do I do I swears it!

do you like your own handwriting:
~yeah actually I do

are your toenails painted:
~nopers but I need to do that

whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in :
~no one elses ;)

what colour is the shirt you're wearing
~black with ruffly edged sleeves and hem and lace collar with little beads sewn onto it

what are you doing at 7 pm yesterday:
~I think I was awake? lol

I can't wait till:
~to move!

when did you cry last:
~I don't even remember

do you have any pets:
~Siberian Husky named Kota, Bailey dog who's a mix of collie, black mouth cur, and lab lol...a Bearded Dragon and 5 snakes Oh and Jason's scorpion

do you sleep with the TV on:
~no

have you ever crawled through a window: ~yeah...my back window on my truck when I locked the keys inside lol

can you handle the truth:
~yes and prefer it...how else am I gonna know to make changes

are you forgiving:
~yes...I blow up but then calm down pretty quick

are you closer to your mother or father:
~dad methinks...I miss him

how many people can you really say you loved:
~LOTS

do you eat healthily:
~not as much as I should *cringe*

if you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to :
~my "mom" Sharon, or sisters or hunnie Jas

are you loud or quiet most of the time:
~I'm quiet

are you confident:
~meh I could stand some improvement in that area

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1- living in California
2- married to Bryan
3-working as a CNA
4-about to split up and move out of state
5-depressed

5 things on my to-do list today:
1- work on layouts
2- play Howrse :P
3- take care of my animals
4- clean house
5- open for suggestions

5 snacks I enjoy:
1- sunflower seeds
2- carrots (the peeled baby carrots)
3- cheese sticks with Doritos
4- fruit
5- peanuts or mixed nuts

5 things I would do if I'm a billionaire:
1- buy a nice house with property for horses

2- buy the horses to go on the property lol

3- have my mom a house built that's made for a wheelchair bound person and then lifetime maid service and a chef

4- donate to a worthwhile charity

5- give some to people who need a loan or start a loan business

5 of my bad habits:
1- insecurity-low self esteem

2- be down on people

3- too cynical and sarcastic

4- need more self discipline

5- being isolated too much

Started: 10 something AM
Finished: 10:42AM
Who I tag...
:iconbigram4x4:
:iconwolfbunny101:
:iconarabianhorsestock9:
:iconphantomhelena:
:icongloomwriter:



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